Go book yourself a session with a professional MUA. Learn some techniques. Explain your self esteem is an issue and that you never learned the basics. They will teach you the basics. Before you go, know that it all starts with a good night and morning routine of cleansing and moisturizing and minimizing sun damage.
Drink water, get lots of sleep and gently wash/moisturize your face every night. Then let them teach you techniques so that the YouTubers make sense.
Go book yourself a session with a professional MUA. Learn some techniques. Explain your self esteem is an issue and that you never learned the basics. They will teach you the basics. Before you go, know that it all starts with a good night and morning routine of cleansing and moisturizing and minimizing sun damage.
Drink water, get lots of sleep and gently wash/moisturize your face every night. Then let them teach you techniques so that the YouTubers make sense.