I was an extremely insecure high schooler and wouldn’t leave the house without makeup. I used to feel “naked” without it; vulnerable, exposed.

Now in my 30’s — I’m still extremely insecure (lol) but I never wear makeup. I cannot stand the feeling. The times I’ve attempted to wear foundation, I immediately want to wipe it all off after it’s done. Sure it looks pretty but how does it make me feel besides “socially acceptable / pretty” — It feels heavy, caked on. Toxic chemicals that I can’t pronounce absorbing into my skin, yuck. My skin feels suffocated and therefore I feel suffocated. I’d rather choose my peace 🤍